February 27 2023
Deja Vu
I want to fucking die.
I did something that I felt was right but I got reprimanded. It's about the car accident, where a deer ran into my vehicle.
I feel like i am in the trenches of depression again. The bottom pit.
Just like last year, I was also in a car accident but that one was purely my own fault. and now, it just feels like deja vu, and I just cried for days. I tried not to care for my sanity's sake. I have to do that all over again.
I called my insurance about the deer hitting my car and leaking fluids. An insurance rep. will call me tomorrow, and jesus christ, being an adult... I can't say suck because the dumb bitch is just me. I have to worry about towing, which body shop.