It's been long since I wrote something here. Five days, really. Well. What has happened after that day I had a bad breakdown?
I cut my hair then threw myself into coding the main website.
The haircut has been good. People complimented me a lot. I like it too, because it screams me, and not anyone. Me. This is me. I love it. The tension between us has calmed down, too. So it's life as usual. I haven't experienced longing for my longer hair back. If anything, I want to go even shorter.
I've done a lot for my website (the main) in the past five days. I've finally managed to make the Rarebit software to work in my website. I've got my original art and softcore (if I can call it that) fanart. I don't plan on incorporating my deeper level fanarts soon. It'll stay hidden. I want it that way to make it inaccessible for minors. I don't know, but maybe, this is some sort of trauma from being exposed to all the discourse on Twitter. It's tiring honestly. So in Twitter, minors often complain about how people have their NSFWs just laying around, so easy for them to find. Well. It should be the other way. Minors shouldn't be on Twitter. Twitter should also implement something, an age verification or the sort, for NSFW artists. But ah, anyways, all the why I have my personal website. A safe place for me, so to say.
Other than that, I've also updated the files from PNG to JPG. Not all yet, but I'm working on it. I'm focusing on faster loading times, because someone mentioned my site loads slowly, and that.... well. Anyways, the surface level pages load faster now. As for the NSFW ones, I'm not changing them. After I'm done with my website updates, I'm going to draw in JPG now unless a commissioner wants me to send them files in PNG.
Well, today... or rather yesterday because today's the 15th now. I threw myself into productive forgetfulness. My friend is missing in Ukraine, and well. I've done cried and all. We've did what we can, and we just hope he'll be found. I made myself very busy today. I cleaned several rooms in the house, did cat-chores (box and bath), and started on my college HWs. Yea. All that.
I want to write fanfictions again soon. While I debated of having a backup here, I see how strong AO3 is. So I think I'm not going to do that. I also want to draw again, but really, my brain. I just want to code sometimes. I have some website maintenance/updates I want to do.